Fandom-ing vs Living

I separated those 2 coz fandom world is something I call little fantasy of mine; watching all those they prepared for us in order to entertain. I’m entertained all right, I really do.

Watching all those dramas make me fell “there’s someone out there existed for me” or “you can be anything u want, u can say anything u like, u can do anything u please”, etc. etc.

Yes I listen to the songs. I watch the MVs. I googled the meaning of those songs. I memorise those lyrics so I can sing along and pretended that I’m the singer performing on stage.

Then the reality hits me -how I wish I never involved in the fandom world.